| so busy lately i've been working out non stop i remember telling someone i was
going to get very toned and everything i wonder if she remembers =] buahahah
but yeah ive been doing this and training hard and everything for up coming movies
i sooo cant wait im so excited things are popping up like crazy left to right im on a move!
hahah yeah me and malay are planning to move to japan over the summer for about
6 months but shhh its a secret =] thats it for now im tired imma go beat my meat...JK!
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| being at a slump feeling that lonesome state like no ones there
i mean yeah people are there for me but thats not quite what i mean
im talking about the people you usally can talk to or open up to the
one promise to always be there for you end up not really being there
i dont really know what i need to express or what im holding inside
but its there and it bothers me every waking moment and every
single breathe i take and i lay there asking what the hell is wrong
what is bothering me so much that i cant process it and see it myself
thats how ive been lately my career isnt on a slump going well actually
but im scared this either may hold me down alot or slow me down
beh same thing but you get the picture
it really is hard to achieve that one thing that i really want but im still trying
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| I take it day by day, just one step at a time, and I don't need a sobriety test to walk the line
Walking on this tightrope with arms open wide, hoping to find you live and well on the other side
So I could give you this gift as a symbol
When I felt the rope loosen, I knew i missed my window
She really did love you, you know.. pat pat..I said 'Get your fucking hand off my back'
This is my passage into adulthood and I need not
Small talk fingers fishing for my weak spot i used to dream alot
In search for meaning in a sleepwalk
The only time I find myself having a deep talk
But now I never sleep 'cause sleep is the cousin of death
One can never rest depending on how up the drugs get
Upset, submit me to a bloodtest
Find no trace of my words reverting back to...wait, that wasnt what I
meant
My right eye is sunrise, the left is sunset, the moonshine ain't got me
drunk yet
My tongue's wet for the lunar eclipse, and when youre flat broke ain't
nothing you wont do for a fix In order to find a substance and
matchstick that functions
A searching and fearless immoral inventory
'Til every person with a story begins to bore me
I did what i had to do to get
To the place where your face wasnt such a blurry mess
I packed all our favorite promises and words that we kept, all it took
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| dumped again haha
foolishly i thought it would actually work out
im fucken useless
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| does things really come and go and never last? really?
friends family love?
i dont know whats the use! i always do my best
and continue doing so >_<
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